SILVERINGTON-ODAIR, Ahna Belle

[Ahna Silverington-Odair]

ODAIR, AHNA BELLE

“MOMMY WON'T LIE, CUZ IF SHE DID, I WOULD'VE DIED.”

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The truth is a beautiful and terrible thing, and should therefore be treated with caution.

- Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone

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FULL NAME. Ahna (on-ah) Belle Odair
NICKNAMES. Odair, Belle
BIRTHDATE. November&;1st
AGE/YEAR Seventeen / Seventh year
BLOOD Halfblood
HOUSE PREFERENCE  ravenclaw.

CANON OR ORIGINAL? original

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It is our choices that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities.

- Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets

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HAIR&EYES Ahna has long, blonde hair that cascades in soft wave to the middle of her back. Her eyes are a light blue, not like the sky nor the deep dark sea, but the color of the blue hydrangea petal with a line of silver surrounding the iris.

HEIGHT&WEIGHT Ahna is 5'5, just a little taller than her sister. Her weight is around 110-115 but once again, she bloats when it is that time of the month, along if she really wants extra treats every single day of the month. It rarely goes above or below that weight in general.

FACE CLAIM Gabriella Wilde

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I don’t go looking for trouble. Trouble usually finds me.

- Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban

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WAND Chestnut, Unicorn tail hair, 11 inches, slightly bendy.

LIKES
ღ Her pet, Melancholy, her only best friend as a child and growing up at the very same rate, the began to have a loving bond.
ღ Nature, taking a walk out in the woods would be enough for her to get idea's where all the stories from books, and she could just imagine them being played out in front of her for hours in her own solace.
ღ Piano, the soothing sounds of the ivory being tickled, plus countless hours locked in a room with a piano, she taught herself to keep the boredom away.
ღ Writing, yet another place to get her whirling thoughts outside of her head, it was a therapy that didn't cost anything, plus didn't cause her to ask for help at the same time.
ღ Singing, it calms her nerves and she found the sound of lullabies her mom sung to her, she couldn't help but get the melodies stuck in her head.
ღ Calm, the chaos in the house, even if quiet, is usually enough for her to stay in her vacant room.
ღ Reading, ever since she's been little she's only been able to live and go on adventures through the stories told in books.
ღ Fall, it's just so pretty with all the colors.
ღ Animals, growing up with her father and at his work place, the animals had always held a special place in her heart and for some odd reason they were the only ones who would listen when she needed to vent.
ღ Water, she grew up around water her whole life and it possesses a calmness that has the ability to calm her in seconds.

DISLIKES
ღ Windows, it's the last time she's ever seen her mother and the feelings that come along with it make it hard to forget the vivid memory of Adam coming home and telling her that her mother was on a family emergency in America.
ღ Her Lisp, Ahna has had a lisp but not her whole life, it started when she was little, but no one even bothered to correct her, no one even said much unless they were telling her to do an order.
ღ Crowds, growing up secluded from most people and being called names when she was in preschool, it's not a wonder why she doesn't like people and crowds, she doesn't know what to say or how to act.
ღ Anxiety Attacks, although they come to her like every other emotion, the feeling she gets from not being able to breathe and cry at the same time have a toll on her.
ღ Chaos, the silent chaos that festers within the walls of her room and the house, it finds a way to settle in her bones.
ღ Noise, loud noise to be exact, it unsettles her and gives her back the memory of Adam slamming the door in her face when he dropped her off at the Odair's.
ღ Loud voices, whenever she hears her father speak in a loud voice, she knows things aren't going to be fine, tears would be shed and she would be locked back into her room.
ღ Longing, her waiting for her mother is probably the hardest thing for her to do, she just sits and waits and the feeling just festers deep in her stomach.
ღ Empty rooms, her room is being and empty at the Odair's manor, her father never really bought anything for Ahna and at the same time she was afraid to ask for much.
ღ Messes, her mother was a maid and never had much of a speck of dirt in the house and Ahna just became accustom to it.

BOGGART Ahna's worst fear is the study room in the Odair's. Everyone has always avoided it and no one really talks about it and it has left her curious and yet terrified at the same time, growing up and seeing an older man that was her new father too scared and overwhelmed to walk into the room, of course she was going to be scared of it also.

MIRROR OF ERISED Ahna desires that her new family actually pay attention to her and treat her like she is welcomed instead of shunned and a disgrace. They avoid her as if she was the black plague and no one has ever told her why, she yearns for her sister, Melanie to talk to her and treat her like a sister for once, and at the very least give her a heartfelt smile.

PATRONUS Ahna's patronus is an otter. Ahna has a warm heart, and a shoulder to lean on when someone is at their worst, she'll stay quiet and just let them talk and get it all out. Although intelligent and witty, she has a tendency to suffer from self-doubt and fear of failure can prevent her from living up to her true potential. Still, she is a great problem solver, with the ability to spend endless hours on abstract or practical challenges. As a worker, she is dedicated and capable and always eager for a chance to prove herself.

PERSONALITY Ahna is a girl with one messed up background, but it hasn't stopped her from being her warm hearted self. She is reserved and spends a lot of time to herself out of habit, she see's the world through awe struck eyes, sometimes even rose-tinted glasses just to try and get through the day without an anxiety attack. While her mind is off looking and using all her keen senses, she tends to block out the bad vibes and tries to just shake it off, life is better that way, even if you know that life and living is what people describe as hell in the muggle world. When she does her work, she does it thoroughly and with much precaution and attention, Ahna was born to be nitpicky about life, told that life was made of decisions and judgments that people placed on each other within ten seconds of meeting each other. So learning and knowing that, she has always tried to present herself and her work with utmost perfection, but while everyone else can see the positive and the good in her work, she looks at it with harsh critique and bashes herself on the most miniscule details; she is her biggest critic (sometimes, of course her biggest critics are her father, Brian, and her sister Melanie.) She is a perfectionist, even at the worst moments, and it can force people to go away from her, thinking she has high expectations to the people around her, while the case is actually totally opposite.

Her ways with people are surprising, when she first meets people she can appear as distant and uninterested, only because deep down inside she is freaking out and holding back the urge to run away and cry and shake with anxiety. When she gets close friends, it is a totally different story, she is the most kind and caring girl out there, of course with her guard up unless they are super close, she is willing for them to lean on her shoulder at any cost. Ahna's nurturing ways, plus with her need to be accepted and loved, she is walked on constantly and with out her even noticing. She is a giver, but at the end of the day, she likes to spend her days with one special person, at least in her dreams that is what she would love to do. Ahna lives much in her books, always having her nose in a book, trying to imagine and live through each and every character and plot line until the very end, leaving her yearning for those things to happen to her. She's a dreamer and lives through stories, and she could also be pegged with the term hopeless romantic. She spends a lot of her time day dreaming about love, she wondered what is was like, why it happened, and when it would happen to her of course.

While she is mostly upbeat, she has her drawbacks. Ahna can be cold to the people around her if they aren't anywhere close to her emotionally, and she barely puts up with people who just go day to day without observing the world around them. Her life of isolation and worry has taken a toll on her, leaving her with high walls and yet she was willing to let people in in hope of them actually giving her love. Ahna is gullible and take everything to heart, no matter the circumstance, it could be someone judging the way she talks (a big flaw in her eyes) to something as simple as a strand of hair out of place. Her face goes beat red and she breaks down, unable to hide much emotion leaving her even more embarrassed than before. Logic without feeling is difficult for her, yet her work in very well done, but the teachers when they ask her to do assignments that she can't relate to or even think much about, Ahna tends to procrastinate to the very last moment and then goes along beating herself up into a depression. Depression, although she doesn't feel it as severe as her sister, she has it also, there are days that pass by without her really thinking about it, there are many days where she just is there, not even in her body. Ahna also has insomnia, maybe it was ever since she was a kid, but nightmares had always plagued her nights, growing up with night terrors, she gave up trying to sleep and felt wary about even trying to, scared that when she woke up everything around her would shatter.

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Remember, if the time should come when you have to make a choice between what is right, and what is easy, remember what happened to a boy who was good, and kind, and brave, because he strayed across the path of Lord Voldemort.

- Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire

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BIRTHPLACE Blackpool, England

PARENTS
Belle Madison Silverington, 30, deceased, maid.
Brian Killien Odair, 45, oblivator

SIBLINGS
Melanie Roux Odair, 17, Slytherin. (half sister)

OTHER
Oriane Louise Odair, deceased
Adam Scott Silverington, deceased (Dad)

HISTORY
A rather quiet maid from the start, she always had her eyes on luxury. It was always her passion to go around and clean houses, hoping one day to fall in love with a single rich man that was able to give her everything she has ever wanted. Belle soon was hired by the Odair's to do their house keeping and as time went on the monster inside her grew. She watched the adoration fall from the couple's eyes as months passed, and she decided that maybe she could get her wish. The closer Brian and her got, the farther apart Brian and Oriane got. Time passed until one day, Oriane came out with bright eyes and said "I'm pregnant" and that's when her life went down, the monster inside her snapped. After a couple days she found out that she was in fact pregnant also, but not by her husband, Adam, but by Brian. The two pregnant woman became close, telling horror stories of pregnancy and just sharing how they were feeling, but at the same time her time with Brian lessened to the point where it was rare for him to even look at her except with asking to clean. A few months later they both had healthy and happy girls, Belle had Ahna, Oriane had Melanie. A few years later, in the middle of the day when Ahna was at home and Brian and Melanie were out at the park, she decided that it was time to get rid of the woman who took her place, Oriane. So she did, both woman fought to the very end, ending each others lives in a terrible way.

Adam grew up in a poor family, with little opportunities he always tried his hardest at school, but it wasn't enough with the schooling he was in and the money he lacked, he couldn't become a lawyer or something that paid a huge amount. When he met Belle, he knew from the very start the he found the one who made his life complete, she was everything he wanted in a woman, she was sexy, sociable, and could be one that would be a good mother to his children. They dated only for a year, and that was enough for him to know that he wanted to marry the girl, and they did. Their marriage was great, they supported each other with jobs and they had nothing to worry about, that was until she got a job at the Odair's. Belle became more distant and less affectionate, but he tried not to worry. When he heard the news that his wife had died, he went over to the grief struck widower, Brian, not even having the slightest inkling that Ahna wasn't his. When he heard the news, he gave up custody and put it on Brian, he didn't want anything to do with Ahna anymore. He looked at her in the last few weeks of them together with complete hatred and only spoke to her when she wanted food. When he gave up Ahna, he expected things to get better; hoping for the weight to lift off his shoulders. The total opposite happened, he felt like he wasn't getting anywhere in his job, he lost his only thing that gave him hope, and now he didn't know what to do. The grieving widow went off the bend and did the only thing he knew he could to get out of the depression, to end his life.

Born to a maid, Ahna grew up to learn the cleanliness and tidiness of their small house. Her 'father' Adam, loved Ahna unconditionally and when Belle went to work, he would take her out to go to the aquarium and the zoo, plus with his job, they were able to go behind the scenes and play with the animals. Her love for aquatic animals grew at a small age only to blossom when she grew up, her attachment to this one animal stood out to her parents the most, a little sea otter who was born when Ahna was only two. When her parents became to busy with their work schedules, they put her into preschool hoping that she would make friends and be social, but to their surprise, she didn't talk much at all, when he parents picked her up she ran to them from her corner without saying goodbye to anyone in her class. When her parents went to parent teacher meetings, the teacher would always say the same report, "She's a well-behaved, quiet girl." That was until one day, both of the parents got a call for an emergency meeting from the teacher, a rather frazzled one too. They both raced over and got to the teacher who explained that Ahna was never to come back to school, she scared the kids and had the "devil" inside her. Ahna could move objects around if she wanted, and it scared all the other students so bad. Ahna was bullied by the students called a freak and she went home in tears every single day up to that point, but she didn't want to tell her parents because she was scared they would be disappointed in her. As time went on, she confided into her little friend the sea otter given the name Melancholy (despite her parents arguing, she didn't know what the word meant, only that it was a pretty name.) Until the very year the world around her broke, her dad came home from work while she was sitting at home waiting by the window, funny she was expecting her mother to come home first. Her feelings were twisted, she could just feel in the air that something changed. All day she was with her father at the park until he had to go to work, and in his mind he believed that he could leave Ahna at home because Belle would be right home, but when he got home he noticed that only Ahna was there, waiting in the window. Ahna ran to the door, and her words were "Mommy didn't come home daddy, where is she?" When he went to go check he saw everything, and his world ended. When he came back with a ghastly face, Ahna asked what happened, He told her the Mommy went on a trip around the world and would be back soon, apparently there was a family emergency there. Ahna noticed that her father shut her out days after that, the trips to the park stopped, and only once in awhile she would go and her little pet Melancholy was there waiting just for her. One day, out of no where, (not such a surprise because her father just stopped talking to her) he told her that she was going to move in with a new family. When she did, she was shunned by the father there too, but she never thought much of it, the thought in her head was that when she turned five, that's when fathers stopped caring. That's just what they did. She still went to the zoo to see her little pet that she's grown up with, when things got hard, she went over to the park and just talked and pet her only friend telling it all of her thoughts. She would sit and talk for hours, and they grew up together. Her main thought always coursing through her mind whenever she went out and about by herself and she would see the blonde hair that her mother had, a smile radiated on her face and she would walk up and go around looking back, but every single time it isn't her. There are times, she just sits and waits at her window, just looking out hoping her mother would come back.

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Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.

- Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban

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NAME/ALIAS remy bemmy

OTHER CHARACTERS REQUIRED, Xander, Keath, Lillith, Adalie, Gareth

RP EXPERIENCE? longer than my body

RP SAMPLE. you know who I am

HOW DID YOU FIND OUR SITE? google

CODE WORD? may I slytherin

[Ahna Silverington-Odair]

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