Post by Lux Edeline Cole on Sept 16, 2013 15:22:41 GMT -7
COLE, LUX EDELINE
“DON'T POINT THE BLAME WHEN YOU CAN'T FIND NOTHING
LOOK TO YOURSELF AND YOU MIGHT FIND SOMETHING”
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The truth is a beautiful and terrible thing, and should therefore be treated with caution.
- Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone
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LOOK TO YOURSELF AND YOU MIGHT FIND SOMETHING”
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The truth is a beautiful and terrible thing, and should therefore be treated with caution.
- Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone
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FULL NAME. Lux Edeline Cole
NICKNAMES. Just Lux...normally Lux introduces herself using her full name.
BIRTH DATE. November 28th
AGE/YEAR Sixteen/Sixth Year
BLOOD Pureblood
HOUSE PREFERENCE Whichever you think she fits.
CANON OR ORIGINAL? Original
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It is our choices that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities.
- Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets
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HAIR&EYES Dark brown hair and brown eyes. Though Lux is normally trying to tinker with her hair color a lot. Sometimes she feels like subtle changes to her appearance is like starting fresh and new. Almost like a new start.
HEIGHT&WEIGHT 5'4 110lbs
FACE CLAIM Leighton Meester
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I don’t go looking for trouble. Trouble usually finds me.
- Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban
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WAND:
Wood Mahogany
Length 15 1/2 inches ; flexible
Enchantment Essence of Cockatrice (Lux has always found that chuckle worthy)
LIKES
Boys
Girls
Boys and Girls
FwB
Parties
Pranks
Manipulation
Playing/Messing with people's lives
Alcohol..lots and lots of Alcohol
Casting spells on other students
Being Daddy's little twin when she is home.
Picking on her brother Seth.
Strawberries. And dipping them in chocolate or cream.
Wolves
Cats
High Heels
Dressing up
Sarcasm
DISLIKES
Anyone who says anything negative about her family. She is aware her father is an ex DE and is proud of the man he was, is, and will be.
Rats
Horrible Smells
Snotty girls, and being told that she is snotty.
When a trick or pranks falls through
Fake leather pants. "Those things don't breath properly, my poor legs will suffocate."
Being forced into decisions
People who don't appreciate the things she has to offer
Being told what to do
People underestimating her
Others thinking she is stupid
People finding out she actually cares what others think
BOGGART Love, getting close to someone and letting her walls down. That is a fear she has that Lux doesn't even know that she has. She assumes that she acts the way that she does, because she "doesn't care". Assumes that she doesn't let any one close to her, because she chooses to be a free spirit. If anyone were to ask her what her deepest fear was, Lux would probably say that it was her sister getting hurt. She is very close with her twin and protective over her, and would probably die if anything happened to her.
MIRROR OF ERISED Lux wants, deep down, to be different. She wishes sometimes that she can just change how she acts.
PATRONUS Peacock: All species of peafowl are believed to be polygamous. However, it has been suggested that peahens entering a green peacock's territory are really his own juvenile or sub-adult young and that green peafowl are really monogamous in the wild. Believed to be loyal and protective of those you care for. Also are unwavering, if you believe you are right, you will not rest until others believe so to.
PERSONALITY
Lux is definitely what one would call and a fire that can not be tamed. She does and says what she wants, when she wants to, and doesn't really care about the consequences. Which normally, she finds that there is nothing wrong with that type of lifestyle. She has fun, and gets those around her to have a good time as well. Lux is the kind of girl who would want to throw a random party after hours in the room of requirement, and she is normally very convincing to get other students to attend it. She is definitely her mother's child, always wanting to feel free and not tamed. Though, she did get her father's easy way of being able to manipulate those around them. And she uses that on her father herself. She is sure her mother can see right through a lot of her lies, but poor Mr. Cole is wrapped around both of his daughters fingers. He assumes that they are both perfect angels and probably would not believe anyone who said anything negative about them. Lux is cunning and malicious to those who she considers her enemies. And sometimes she just enjoys toying and messing around with people's lives. There are quite a few days where she and Caeden sit outside and pick random people for the either to play with.
She keeps her family and friends close, and would defend them no matter what. Her feisty temper normally causes Lux to get in a bit of trouble in school, but she normally tries to talk her way out of it. More times than not, Lux manages to get out of trouble with just a slap on the wrist. Lux has a way of using people around her for sex, but will not tolerate people calling her slutty. She would probably hex you instantly if she heard those words even come out of your mouth. Lux thinks that she chooses to act like this, because "it's her body and her choice." And also, because she doesn't really see the point in settling down. No boy, or girl for that matter, has caused Lux to want to pay attention for longer than five minutes. But what Lux doesn't want to admit to herself is that she has issues with commitment, and tries her best to not stick around one person for too long for that reason. She also doesn't label those types of...friendships. The only one who seemed to stick around was Caeden Goldstein, and that was because he turned out to be just like and her best friend. Normally if things start getting too serious, that is when Lux is on to the next boy..or girl. Whatever she is fancying at that moment.
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Remember, if the time should come when you have to make a choice between what is right, and what is easy, remember what happened to a boy who was good, and kind, and brave, because he strayed across the path of Lord Voldemort.
- Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire
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BIRTHPLACE where they were born
PARENTS
Father: Seth Patrick Cole, 37, Former DE
Mother: Makenna Di Laurentis-Cole, 31
SIBLINGS
Kinley Cole, 16, Twin/Best Friend
Seth Cole Jr., 15, Younger Brother/Annoyance
OTHER
Hawley Cole, Cousin/Best Friend
Logan Cole, Cousin/Annoyance
Grace Cole, Cousin/Best Friend
HISTORY
Lux and her twin, Kinley, were both born to Seth and Makenna during a very difficult time. Their mother had been pregnant during the DE takeover, and more importantly their father had been on the DE side of things. Him being a DE himself, and believing in their cause, for the most part. Lux loves to hear old war stories about that time when her father is in the mood to tell them. She has memories of when she was younger and couldn't sleep, those were the only stories that would help bring her to that sleepy state. Not because they were boring, but because they sort of calmed Lux. She isn't sure how she feels about the whole blood thing. Sometimes she feels like, if she were born in that time she would have been on her father's side, but there are other times she thinks that there is no possible way she would be able to side with an organization like that. She feels lucky that she doesn't have to really make a decision like that now. Though she is fully aware that if she were to bring any boy home that wasn't...a pure blood, her father would probably kick him out of the house.
Being raised in the Cole family meant a few things. One important one was, that the family was the most important. Lux was sure that it had something to do with how her father and Uncle Isaac were raised. They seemed to have had a troubling childhood, and nother that was really family oriented. She assumed that they wanted that to be different for all of the kids. Because of this Lux was raised to be very close with her siblings and cousins. In fact she consideres them her best friends. Even though she loves to pick on Seth Jr. and Logan, Lux loves them very much. There was one time in particular, that Logan seemed to have this dumb little wizard picking on him when they were younger, and Lux had made sure to teach him a lesson. Of course that meant something different to Lux, embarrassment mostly. Logan didn't really take it too well, considering he wanted to be a "man" and take care of his own problems. Since then they had a very love hate relationship.
Lux only has one real close friend outside of her family, Caeden Goldstein. She likes to think that if she were born a boy, that she would be just like Caeden. Which makes it so easy for the two of them to be friends, and sometimes a bit more than friends. Now, they aren't the kind of friends that go and hang out on a saturday afternoon for fun, no..they are the type to scope out random people at school and dare each other to mess with them. The dare normally includes some sort of dirty act, or spell to screw around with the persons head. But, it is an activity that Lux enjoys very much.
There was once a time that Lux wasn't so conniving, evil, and afraid of letting people in to see the real her. Of course that was a very long time ago, and Lux isn't one to share that information with just anybody. If by some miracle someone were to get close enough to break down those walls, maybe she would reveal that information...but not until that impossible moment.
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Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
- Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban
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NAME/ALIAS Lexie <3
OTHER CHARACTERS REQUIRED, Isaac Liam Cole, Seth Patrick Cole, Joshua Bradley Jimenez, Danika Jimenez, Jesenia Addison Rey, Xander Lee Gunner, Sydney Kane, Adrian Carter, Phoenix Arizona Scott. Most of these will be retired after the jump, or only used for ICC. >.>
RP EXPERIENCE? For awhile. Probably getting close to a decade soon..
RP SAMPLE.
Jesenia sighed and shook her head. She wasn't even really sure what to say to what Blaise had said. "Well you can't figure out what I'm thinking because I don't even know what I'm thinking." She admitted her confusion aloud. It made it more real saying it like this to Blaise, calmly and not screaming at him for being an idiot. But, she couldn't really respond to his other comment. About anger being...the more natural feeling. he understood it a bit, in a way yelling at him and just getting upset seemed to feel more normal than..this confusion did. But, Jes was sure there was more behind what Blaise said. Did he mean that it felt more natural..all the time? "I guess I sort of wanted to be angry at you." She was in no way apologizing to him, that was for sure. She stood by her sarcasm and remarks, as well as anything she shouted at him. But, she was simply stating that she too might have been a little more comfortable feeling angry at the moment instead of dealing with what she might truly be feelings. That unknown feeling lurking, that was something scary and foreign. She relaxed a bit, at least he wasn't all together in his head right now either, and that did make her feel a bit better.
Jes nodded as Blaise spoke. Maybe that was the right idea about things. She had previously felt similarly, and then she let someone in. Now everything was just going to shit. Maybe the problem was that her whole mentality on the issue had changed. She went from thinking one way, to basically now thinking the opposite. "Well then one could say that about friendship as well then no?" She was being a bit of a smart ass, but she didn't care. "I mean, take us for instance. This friendship...relationship, that was have has gotten strange. So is it inevitable that one of us will get hurt?" She had a raised eyebrow and crossed arms almost asking Blaise to say that it was bound to happen so she could just hit him for his stupidity. But then Jes' eyes shifted a bit when he spoke about his mother. "Oh, well that's different.." It wasn't really...not at all. But, what was Jes supposed to say that? Was she supposed to say his mother would indefinitely try to find someone to be with forever? That just sounded cruel, and Jesenia didn't really believe that. She believed that people could love each other, it was possible to find someone. Someone who wouldn't hurt you. That couldn't be too impossible. Or at least not do it purposely. She inhaled sharply as Blaise said it would basically be impossible to just avoid feelings for someone. "Trust you?" What did that mean?
What did he mean by that statement? It was just circling in Jesenia's head, making her wonder, no making her hope that it meant something. But, maybe that was just foolish, and something she shouldn't even be concerning herself with. But, she couldn't help it. Jes wanted things Blaise said to mean more...was that a bad thing? Then she heard that dreaded word, not once but twice. "Can you stop calling it a mistake?" She had been the one to originally use the word, but it was different before, she knew that she actually didn't mean it. "It's only a mistake if I didn't want to do it or if I didn't actually like it." Oh..her tongue spitting out these words before they had a chance to be thought about more. But, it didn't matter really. She had said it and Jes wasn't about to take it back and make herself look like a bigger fool. "I just meant that...I basically wanted out of that damn contract so bad because Danny." Jes sighed. "If I had just dealt with what my father said I wouldn't even really need to be dealing with this right now. Besides, I wouldn't have had to worry about Nat. He's got his own relationship issues, it wouldn't have been anything to tell him. And I wouldn't have felt so horrible about doing..that..with you. You know?" She ranted a bit, but she hoped he understood what she was basically saying.
She smirked slightly, "So maybe you should just..stop caring again." She inched a little closer towards him. Talking like that was probably a bad idea, but Jes felt as though she couldn't really help it. She wasn't...flirting was she? No, impossible. She was just speaking to Blaise in a different sort of..friend way. Yea. "Oh you and Draco kicking each other? Hm, I think I'd wind up checking that out." She laughed a bit and thought of the two boys fighting. She waved off what he continued to say about Adelaide, but then perked up when he said for it to help salvage their friendship. There was an idea. They could try to regain what it felt like to be friends again as they schemed. It just might work, but then again, spending all that time with Blaise...alone...plotting in secret, could also just end badly as well. "Maybe it could help.."
Jesenia couldn't help but laugh when Blaise said they have to hug in private. "It's just hugging. Besides I don't tell him he can't hug or see Izzy. He can't tell me not to see you. I mean it's basically impossible, we have class together are in the same year, and house. And I wouldn't listen." Jesenia shrugged. That was one thing she was certain of. She might have messed up and kissed Blaise, but Daniel was not going to tell her what she could and couldn't do. Besides, she wanted to....change their friendship. Hugging and being more like those kind of friends might make what happened no big deal. She then nodded and wound up biting her bottom lip a bit when Blaise mentioned that they were alone right now. She instantly felt guilty and felt the warmth return to her cheeks, because she took that the wrong way and was thinking things that wasn't really....friendly things. Though some might say they were very friendly things. "Right..I mean..you're right we are alone right now." She looked away.
"Well maybe I need you to say things you can't take back!" She felt her anger making a comeback as she desperately was wondering what Blaise had been thinking this entire time about everything. He confused her so much sometimes, and he was probably thinking Jesenia was the confusing one. Ha! Maybe she had some mixed up thoughts and said things and meant another, but she had no idea how Blaise felt at all, no idea what was on his mind. She was completely stumped. She had felt her frustration reach a new high, but only because she wanted to know things.
Deciding to kiss Blaise again, was probably a bad idea. Probably one of the worst ideas Jes had, but then how that explain it feeling like this? Feeling like it was something she wanted to and didn't feel wrong doing. Jes felt his hand reach up and was pressed against the back of her head, and Jes knew she would have lost control in that moment. She would have wrapped herself around him if Blaise hadn't pulled away and spoke. How was it that she had gotten so completely lost in that small kiss? It wasn't like they were..doing anything else. But, time had stood still, the problems that Jes had in her head had vanished for those seconds. And now here she was looking up at her best friend, biting her bottom lip again and her brow furrowed. "Shit..." was all she muttered in response to his question. Yes..yes that did in fact help, and yes she found what she was looking for. But, she couldn't process it. That would just be bad, and she couldn't say it aloud. "I need to leave." It was almost as though breathing was difficult, something impossible. Mostly out of fear. The fear of having to explain this to Danny, fear of what it meant for her friendship and relationship, and the fear of wondering what it meant to Blaise. "I mean.." She sighed and looked up at him, wondering if she should speak about it. If she should ask Blaise if that meant anything at all to him. But, what if it didn't? "No, I have to go."
Jes nodded as Blaise spoke. Maybe that was the right idea about things. She had previously felt similarly, and then she let someone in. Now everything was just going to shit. Maybe the problem was that her whole mentality on the issue had changed. She went from thinking one way, to basically now thinking the opposite. "Well then one could say that about friendship as well then no?" She was being a bit of a smart ass, but she didn't care. "I mean, take us for instance. This friendship...relationship, that was have has gotten strange. So is it inevitable that one of us will get hurt?" She had a raised eyebrow and crossed arms almost asking Blaise to say that it was bound to happen so she could just hit him for his stupidity. But then Jes' eyes shifted a bit when he spoke about his mother. "Oh, well that's different.." It wasn't really...not at all. But, what was Jes supposed to say that? Was she supposed to say his mother would indefinitely try to find someone to be with forever? That just sounded cruel, and Jesenia didn't really believe that. She believed that people could love each other, it was possible to find someone. Someone who wouldn't hurt you. That couldn't be too impossible. Or at least not do it purposely. She inhaled sharply as Blaise said it would basically be impossible to just avoid feelings for someone. "Trust you?" What did that mean?
What did he mean by that statement? It was just circling in Jesenia's head, making her wonder, no making her hope that it meant something. But, maybe that was just foolish, and something she shouldn't even be concerning herself with. But, she couldn't help it. Jes wanted things Blaise said to mean more...was that a bad thing? Then she heard that dreaded word, not once but twice. "Can you stop calling it a mistake?" She had been the one to originally use the word, but it was different before, she knew that she actually didn't mean it. "It's only a mistake if I didn't want to do it or if I didn't actually like it." Oh..her tongue spitting out these words before they had a chance to be thought about more. But, it didn't matter really. She had said it and Jes wasn't about to take it back and make herself look like a bigger fool. "I just meant that...I basically wanted out of that damn contract so bad because Danny." Jes sighed. "If I had just dealt with what my father said I wouldn't even really need to be dealing with this right now. Besides, I wouldn't have had to worry about Nat. He's got his own relationship issues, it wouldn't have been anything to tell him. And I wouldn't have felt so horrible about doing..that..with you. You know?" She ranted a bit, but she hoped he understood what she was basically saying.
She smirked slightly, "So maybe you should just..stop caring again." She inched a little closer towards him. Talking like that was probably a bad idea, but Jes felt as though she couldn't really help it. She wasn't...flirting was she? No, impossible. She was just speaking to Blaise in a different sort of..friend way. Yea. "Oh you and Draco kicking each other? Hm, I think I'd wind up checking that out." She laughed a bit and thought of the two boys fighting. She waved off what he continued to say about Adelaide, but then perked up when he said for it to help salvage their friendship. There was an idea. They could try to regain what it felt like to be friends again as they schemed. It just might work, but then again, spending all that time with Blaise...alone...plotting in secret, could also just end badly as well. "Maybe it could help.."
Jesenia couldn't help but laugh when Blaise said they have to hug in private. "It's just hugging. Besides I don't tell him he can't hug or see Izzy. He can't tell me not to see you. I mean it's basically impossible, we have class together are in the same year, and house. And I wouldn't listen." Jesenia shrugged. That was one thing she was certain of. She might have messed up and kissed Blaise, but Daniel was not going to tell her what she could and couldn't do. Besides, she wanted to....change their friendship. Hugging and being more like those kind of friends might make what happened no big deal. She then nodded and wound up biting her bottom lip a bit when Blaise mentioned that they were alone right now. She instantly felt guilty and felt the warmth return to her cheeks, because she took that the wrong way and was thinking things that wasn't really....friendly things. Though some might say they were very friendly things. "Right..I mean..you're right we are alone right now." She looked away.
"Well maybe I need you to say things you can't take back!" She felt her anger making a comeback as she desperately was wondering what Blaise had been thinking this entire time about everything. He confused her so much sometimes, and he was probably thinking Jesenia was the confusing one. Ha! Maybe she had some mixed up thoughts and said things and meant another, but she had no idea how Blaise felt at all, no idea what was on his mind. She was completely stumped. She had felt her frustration reach a new high, but only because she wanted to know things.
Deciding to kiss Blaise again, was probably a bad idea. Probably one of the worst ideas Jes had, but then how that explain it feeling like this? Feeling like it was something she wanted to and didn't feel wrong doing. Jes felt his hand reach up and was pressed against the back of her head, and Jes knew she would have lost control in that moment. She would have wrapped herself around him if Blaise hadn't pulled away and spoke. How was it that she had gotten so completely lost in that small kiss? It wasn't like they were..doing anything else. But, time had stood still, the problems that Jes had in her head had vanished for those seconds. And now here she was looking up at her best friend, biting her bottom lip again and her brow furrowed. "Shit..." was all she muttered in response to his question. Yes..yes that did in fact help, and yes she found what she was looking for. But, she couldn't process it. That would just be bad, and she couldn't say it aloud. "I need to leave." It was almost as though breathing was difficult, something impossible. Mostly out of fear. The fear of having to explain this to Danny, fear of what it meant for her friendship and relationship, and the fear of wondering what it meant to Blaise. "I mean.." She sighed and looked up at him, wondering if she should speak about it. If she should ask Blaise if that meant anything at all to him. But, what if it didn't? "No, I have to go."
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