Post by Lithium Lockeheart on Apr 27, 2012 17:41:20 GMT -7
LOCKEHEART, LITHIUM ARSENIC
“SOMEBODY GET ME THROUGH THIS NIGHTMARE, I CAN'T CONTROL MYSELF. SO WHAT IF YOU CAN SEE THE DARKEST SIDE OF ME? NO ONE WILL EVER CHANGE THIS ANIMAL I HAVE BECOME.”[/font][/center]
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The truth is a beautiful and terrible thing, and should therefore be treated with caution.
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FULL NAME. Lithium Arsenic Lockeheart
NICKNAMES. Lith
BIRTHDATE. June 5th
AGE Sixteen
BLOOD Pureblood
HOUSE PREFERENCE Doesn't matter
CANON OR ORIGINAL? Original
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It is our choices that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities.
- Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets[/color][/size]
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HAIR&EYES Her eyes appear to be a gentle pistachio green, rounded with stark sea-green edges. Long silver lashes give her eyes a bigger appearance, with black dyed eyebrows due to dye. In reality, she hides the fact that she is actually an albino with green contacts to hide her pale red eyes and hair dye to hide her silver hair. For now, it is a bright shade of fluorescent pink, and has some layers in it, with straight bangs either pinned to the side or falling just below her brow.
HEIGHT&WEIGHT She reaches a median height of 5'6", with an average weight of 117 lb. She has a form that is somewhat like a boy's--square shoulders, thin bones, there really isn't much extra fat on her body, in her breasts or the rest of her body. Perhaps the most prominent feature of her body is her hips, that being the most feminine and round feature about her.
FACE CLAIM Scarlett Johansson
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I don’t go looking for trouble. Trouble usually finds me.
- Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban [/color][/size]
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WAND Laurel, Unicorn hair core, 11", surprisingly swishy
LIKES
- Solving Mysteries and Puzzles
- Helping others
- Reading
- Playing the Piano/Guitar
- Summer/The Heat
- Cooking -- Even though she sucks at it
- Motorcycles
- Dueling
- Wit
- Anything that requires wit
- Flying
DISLIKES
- Blood
- Cruelty
- Know it alls
- Drugs
- Alcohol
- Ignorance
- Disloyalty
- Putting herself out there
- Inequality
BOGGART Usually a corpse that oozes a surrealistic amount of blood
MIRROR OF ERISED She wants to one day be the head of her family
PATRONUS She is a tender, loving person, who takes care of others and is often shy. Despite the fact that she is beautiful, she is anything but weak. For this reason, her patronus is an orca, due to her calculating and deadly nature. The black and white patronus also represents the two parts of her--the light side, Lithium, and the dark side, Arsenic.
PERSONALITY
Lithium has separate personalities, and she is fully aware of, and embraces her 'other half'. Lithium is kind and gentle, albiet incredibly clumsy. She loves anything that can help other people, as well as investigating certain mysteries. She has a natural curious nature that will often get her into trouble, as she eavesdrops when she shouldn't be. She is more often than not, breaking things that in the hallways--or crushing important documents on accident. She is a little shy, preferring to be in the background, though one day she hopes she can be someone that can lead others. She does have the ability to be a strong and evocative leader when she wants to be, but often times, she never takes the initiative unless it is forced upon her. She is a brave, and self-sacrificing person, willing to throw herself in front of a speeding car and save another person, even if it means she may lose her own life.
Conversely, her other personality Arsenic, is anything but sweet and gentle. Arsenic is extremely vulgar and violent, often cursing in every sentence. He says what he wants, when he wants, to no matter who it is. He will never back down from a fight, nor will he ever let himself lose. Arsenic is a lot more emotional than Lithium, acting on his temper more often than not. He's arrogant, and has a shitty, pessimistic attitude, that dislikes almost everything. He likes to play games with people, treating them as his pawns for a greater purpose--that being for himself. He is both sadistic and masochistic, created from Lithium's fear and inability to face pain or tragedy. His number one priority is protecting Lithium, though he often appears when bored. Most people rarely see this side of Lithium, but when they do, they've already just assumed the poor girl is insane, and prefer not to be around her.
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Remember, if the time should come when you have to make a choice between what is right, and what is easy, remember what happened to a boy who was good, and kind, and brave, because he strayed across the path of Lord Voldemort.
- Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire[/color][/size]
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BIRTHPLACE Welshire, England
PARENTS
Arsenic Lockeheart, Deceased: Suicide, Ex-Auror and Magical Hunter, Ravenclaw
Cassandra Lockeheart, Deceased, Musical theorist, Hufflepuff
SIBLINGS N/A
OTHER
Cousin and almost Fiance: Beryllium Lockeheart, Sixteen, Runaway -- no known location
Grandfather: Argon Lockeheart, Fifty-nine, presumed ex head of family, Ex-Auror and Magical Hunter. He is Lithium's current guardian.
HISTORY
Arsenic was a man of kindness, determination, and values. As the head of the family he had a huge, often times exhausting responsibility on his shoulders, as well as his child. When Lithium was born, Arsenic was frowned upon because it was the first time a female heir had been born first to the family. Despite this, Arsenic loved his daughter utterly, even more than he loved his wife it appeared--at least, to her. He took care of her, teaching her all the lessons she would need to know once she became the head of the family. He spent most of his time with Lithium, helping him in every way he could to make sure Lithium would be a respected, and a competent leader. She was born in the spitting image of her father, pale red eyes, and silver blonde hair. Like her father, Lithium was looked down upon for her albinism, and they struggled to fight with the image of weakness that was thrust upon them.
They were extremely close, and more and more, Arsenic was either at work or with his daughter instead of his wife that was slowly becoming more and more restless. Her sanity waned when the family began to whisper about her infidelity, wondering why she had not given the family a son yet, and blaming her for the possibility of a female becoming the head of the family. She was becoming more and more isolated from the family that already despised her and looked down on her for her family's low status. Due to this, she took her anger out on Lithium. The abuse began steadily when Lithium turned around five. At first it was words, and then things being taken away, horrid nicknames and vulgar words were tossed at the little girl carelessly. Then the abuse escalated to hits, and then, utter and complete assault. The abuse wasn't discovered until the moment when Arsenic walked in on it, having come home early. Lithium did not tell anyone, despite the fact that everytime she came home, she was afraid. She loved her mother, and eventually began to accept that she deserved her mother's violence.
Arsenic spared Cassandra the shame of being divorced, and let her live in another household complex far away from him and his beloved daughter.
Beryllium was a childhood friend of Lithium, learning the same skills and the same subjects. to become formidable hunters and duelists. Beryllium's dad was the younger brother of Arsenic, and that meant that if Lithium failed to prove herself worthy, Beryllium would have become the head of the family in Lithium's place.. Only when they were twelve did he realize that Lithium was better than him at every subject, and proved to be a talented witch. She proved herself worthy, and the family --both enraged and intrigued-- accepted the fact that Lithium had earned her place as the heir.
Beryllium felt himself falling in love with Lithium. He knew it was wrong because they were cousins, but he couldn't help the pounding in his heart. In this, he suggested to his father that he could be in an arranged marriage with Lithium, and his father proposed the thought to Arsenic. Arsenic refused immediately, too afraid to believe his daughter would ever be taken like that. Still not deterred, Beryllium confronted Lithium himself with his proposal, and said they could run away together. Lithium refused, saying that the only person she loved was her father, and that he couldn't love anyone else.
Enraged by his answer, he tried one last time. Threatening Arsenic that he would kill Lithium, he ordered Arsenic to make Beryllium the head of the family -- thinking he could force lithium to love him, whether she liked it or not. Beryllium said that he had his father looking for Lithium that instant, and if Arsenic did not make a quick decision, she would be his regardless--and she would be severely, severely hurt. It was a little known, black mark in the family, that Beryllium's father was a death eater--and Arsenic knew his brother would kill Lithium and hide it from the world.
The threat was received by Arsenic on his work phone, and Arsenic had put it down slowly, before calling his home answering machine and leaving a message.
"Hey...Lithium, honey, I'm leaving for awhile, okay? Don't be scared. Don't be mad. I will always be with you. You know my work safe, right? There's something I need you to get from it for me." There was a pause, something sounding like his voice cracking, just a little. "I'm proud of you, Lith. We'll see each other again...I love you, honey, with all my heart."
Arsenic committed suicide, jumping off the top of his work building. When he was found, he had a smile on his face--the sacrificial smile of a lamb, accepting his death had been for a greater purpose.
Lithium saw the accident, saw the blood, saw the look on her dad's face as the muggles took him away in a black bag. She shook, and fought them as they tried to take her from her Dad's arms. When she heard the message, she found the Lockeheart family cross in his safe, and wore it as the official head of the family.
When Arsenic died, Lithium was returned to her mother's care, because she had no where else to go and the family did not know of her former abuse. Cassandra, heartbroken over the death of the man she loved years later, promised to make Lithium suffer for it. It was her fault--it was always, always her fault.
One day, the abuse escalated beyond repair. Cassandra screamed and continued to hit her, this time in the back of her leg forcing Lithium to the ground as she yelled "DON'T you cry, don't you DARE cry you filthy girl!" She continued to beat Lithium to near death, and somewhere in there, Lithium had started laughing. She laughed, because she finally got the punishment for killing her father that she deserved. She laughed because it was funny--because she enjoyed it at long last. Arsenic was born, taking all the pain from Lithium.
Somewhere along the line, Lithium grew unable to cope with the pain while being abused, and developed another masochistic personality to deal with it.
Due to the immense and heavy bruises on her arms as well as her scars, her Grandfather figured out about the abuse, and he brought her before the muggle court system. She was tried, fined, and set for two years in jail, meanwhile, Lithium returned to the main house, her grandfather as her guardian.
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Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
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NAME/ALIAS Lithium
OTHER CHARACTERS None
RP EXPERIENCE? Just three years, on Ravenblack
RP SAMPLE.
Slowly, he watched Beau pick up his head, and pick his broken body up and away from the wall—if only to fall into his arms. Arsenic did reach out then, his arm wrapping around fragile, thin shoulders, shoulders where you could see every bone that made up that arch—an arch the top of wings made. Arsenic’s arm fell from his shoulders until it slid into the perfect curve of Beau’s feminine waist, and he pulled the boy with the form of an hour glass into his embrace. Blue eyes looked at the crown of his forehead, than fell to stare into dull siphoned hues. He brought his cold hand to cup the other’s face, and held it there in his hand as he slowly brushed his finger underneath the other’s eyes. He caressed his cheek like a lover, holding it firmly in his hand. Beau was a pitiful, but truly enchanting existence. Arsenic could not help but understand the other’s agony, his solitude, and yet, somehow it annoyed him all the same. He was enamored with the raven-haired angel, so much so that it was startling, but he could not find it within him to fully and compassionately tell him what he wanted to hear.
“You remind me of myself.” Arsenic spoke, his voice holding little amusement on his immaculately smooth voice. “Beau,” He slid his finger beneath the other’s chin, lifting his face upwards so that the other would look at him, “I love you.” It was such a gentle, caressing tone, one that did not give a single hint of a lie. “I’ve fallen in love with your face…your cowardice, your desperation, your honor, your frailty.” As if to reinforce this, he pressed a kiss to the other’s lips, a subtle peck, where cold lips pressed to a warm, almost human, quivering mouth. “But I think you’re weakness is sickening, and while I want to welcome you in my arms, I do not want you the way you are now.” Even as Arsenic whispered such horrid, abrasive statements, he was gentle in appearance, with a despicably warm smile and gentle touch and horribly tender kisses. “I’ll give you the chance to be great, prince. I’ll give you the chance to gain your honor back—a chance to no longer fear, but be feared, for more than just your power, but your greatness, your fairness.” He held him tighter to his chest, a little sickened with himself for his next sentence for copying Melek, “If you win this game of mine, this world will become yours, I will become yours—I’ll give you a reality wherein you’d rather live than die.” He smiled, brushing his lips barely against the other’s as he did so, “So, what do you say? Want to play, my prince?”
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