Parker, Shen Ru

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PARKER, SHEN RU

”IF THE TWO OF US CANNOT RETURN, THEN MAY WE BOTH JUST DISAPPEAR? SILENTLY BY EACH OTHER’S SIDE” - Natsu-P.

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The truth is a beautiful and terrible thing, and should therefore be treated with caution.
- Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone
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FULL NAME. Shen Ru Parker
Shen means deep or thoughtful in chinese and Ru means Scholar in the same language. Together, his first and middle name when combined mean Thoughtful [Deep] Scholar, a name that his parents hoped would rub off on him as he grew.
NICKNAMES. None, that is not to say that he is not open to receiving a nickname, rather that no one has found a way to shorten his name yet.
BIRTHDATE. January tenth.
AGE/YEAR Seventeen, Sixth year.
BLOOD Pureblood.
HOUSE PREFERENCE Gryffindor or Hufflepuff.
CANON OR ORIGINAL? Original.

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It is our choices that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities.
- Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets
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HAIR&EYES Sun kissed skin is pulled over a masculine and handsome face, paired with dark and warm almond shaped eyes that are a warm shade of brown. His hair is neither overly long nor is it short, styled to fall playfully into his eyes in a somewhat boyish cut. His face is still somewhat boyish despite his age, something that signifies that he is something of a late bloomer, not yet reaching full maturity even now.
HEIGHT&WEIGHT Shen is a total of five foot eleven inches in height and weighs a total of a hundred and fifty pounds, putting him at a healthy weight for his age and height.
FACE CLAIM Jung Yunho

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I don’t go looking for trouble. Trouble usually finds me.
- Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban

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WAND Oak, Unicorn Hair, Thirteen inches, Surprisingly swishy, excellent for charms.
LIKES

• Dancing
  
• Charms
• Care of Magical Creatures
• Laughter
• Defensive magic
• Men and Women [Pansexual]
• Protecting those who cannot protect themselves
• Quidditch
• Family
• Friends
• Loyalty
• Games
• Photography

DISLIKES

• Rudeness
• Arrogance
• Traitors
• Liars
• Tears and crying
• Hypocrisy
• Jealousy
• Bullies
• Selfish people

BOGGART What he fears is something that is not a tangible item nor is it a fear that is normally common in others that are his age. He fears perfection and even then it is not the concept but rather, the idea that it is something that he knows he will never reach. It is the reaction that his parents and his friends will have to his imperfections that leaves him absolutely terrified for he honestly cannot stomach the idea of disappointing the people that mean more to him than anyone else in the world.
MIRROR OF ERISED Ironically, the thing that he desires is also the thing that he fears the most. He longs for perfection and as such, he sees himself older and successful in his life. In the background of the mirror, he sees his parents and friends surrounding him with such looks of pride and happiness on their faces that he himself feels pure joy just from seeing their happy faces.
PATRONUS Shen’s patronus is an Indochinese tiger, a creature that is well known for it’s beauty, strength and it’s protectiveness over it’s cubs, a protectiveness that he shares when it comes to keeping his friends and family safe from any type of harm within his ability.
PERSONALITY If one were to judge Shen upon first meeting him, they would likely come to the conclusion that Shen is a carefree young man who prefers to laugh and joke about nearly everything. They would say that Shen is a friendly boy, one that would rather joke than be serious about anything that is not his schoolwork and they would for the most part, be completely right. Shen is the type of person that believes that nothing can come from stress other than health problems and as such, he will go out of his way to laugh and joke about the less serious things in life, striving to get at least a smile from whomever it is that he is talking to at that particular moment in time.

Because of this, this has gotten him labled as a clown amongst a good portion of his peers who do not truly know him, something that amuses him greatly, for there is nothing more that he likes to see then the surprised looks on his peers' faces when they actually get to see the more serious side of him, something that has gotten extremely rare for due to the constant stress of his parent's expectations and his inability to think clearly under said stress, he has come to believe that others expect the same things out of him that his parents do, something that pushes him to believe that he must try his hardest to be not only the perfect son but also the perfect friend and older brother as well. It is because of this that he believes that he must always smile, must always fight for what he knows is right as well as never showing just what it is that truly bothers him unless he is absolutely sure that he will not disappoint them by acting...human.

If one does manage to see this rare and not so cheery side of him, they will learn that Shen actually does get bothered by things that others do and say and while he very rarely gets angry at others, with his anger being reserved for bullies and those who harm the people that he cares about, something that shows just how scarily serious and protective his heart can be. He is also a very passionate soul, though his passions are saved best for things that manage to capture his interest and bring enjoyment and relief to his somewhat stressful life such as dancing and photography. During the rare times that he is not with his friends, one can find him enjoying the warm air outside as he either stretches to keep his body limber or takes pictures of the beautiful scenery that the castle has to offer him. His favorite moments are always when he can escape the limits, the expectations and just feel free.

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Remember, if the time should come when you have to make a choice between what is right, and what is easy, remember what happened to a boy who was good, and kind, and brave, because he strayed across the path of Lord Voldemort.
- Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire
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BIRTHPLACE Plymouth, England.
CHILDREN None.
PARENTS Edward Andrew Parker, 47, Auror, Gryffindor Alumni.
Mei Shi Parker, 44, Healer, Hufflepuff Alumni
SIBLINGS Maddox Xiang Parker, 14, Ravenclaw
OTHER None.
HISTORY Born to Mei and Edward Parker seventeen years ago as their first son, if one were to ask his parents about that day, they would both say that it was one of the proudest moments of their time together as a couple. Naming him Shen Ru in the hopes that he would be an intelligent young boy, they were surprised to see that they had not only gotten what they had desired [their son was rather bright!] but also that he seemed to be blessed with a wonderful personality as well. As a baby and even as a small child, this boy seemed to constantly have a smile on his face. As he grew older and older, his gift became less and less appreciated and seemed to become something that was actually expected out of him.

As he was introduced into the world of wizarding society as a pureblood male, he was thrusted into long and tedious explanations of what it was that his parents expected out of him as well as now being told that their family name and the way that the other families saw it now rested completely on his shoulders. He was expected to make friends with the right people, to get good marks on all of his assignments and in all of his classes as well as being a good role model for his younger brother Maddox, who his parents wanted to take after him.

It was all just too much.

He strived his best to meet his parent's expectations, trying his hardest to not disappoint them and while he succeeded for the most part, it did not come without taking its toll on their son. Over time, he has come to believe that nearly everyone in the world expects him to meet the ideals of what a perfect male his age should be, even when they themselves do not know him or know of him for that manner and as such, he believes that everyone expects him to maintain his cheery, happy and carefree mask, something that he does without question, scared of what may happen if he doesn't. It is now his sixth year at Hogwarts.

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Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
- Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban
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NAME/ALIAS Kay
OTHER CHARACTERS None. Shen is my first character on site.
RP EXPERIENCE? 
RP SAMPLE. Three years on forums, much much longer off of them.
There was a slight sigh that filled the chilly air on this night as he waited and waited for his lover to show up, for once having finished his nightly errands before his beloved would come to meet him, the vampire having worked hard to ensure that it was done quickly so he would have time to think before the arrival of his love. The townspeople were carelessly strolling about, at peace as they normally were and had the vampire not been under the amount of stress that he currently was under, he probably would have smiled. The town was so peaceful and tranquil that he was honestly happy he had come here. It had taken to healing him from the damage that his past, the damage that Germany had caused him and now he would have to go back to face that place, not for himself but for the one that he loved more than anything else, for his beloved.

He may have had a great hatred for that place and for the ones that had once inhabited that place but the strength of his hatred did not match the strength of the love that he had for him. It did not come even close and while this love made him hesitate, worried about how he would handle the truth about just who his parents were and the hell he had once been forced to endure, he could not keep him in the dark anymore. He just could not do it and while his heart ached, ached at what he knew was about to come, he would endure it.

For him.

As if sensing that he needed some sort of relief from that painful aching, that familiar scent drifted through the air, filling his senses and providing some sort of relief to his hurting heart. How was it that he loved that boy so much that even just the scent of him was enough to dull his pain? It took a few moments before he was able to collect himself and when his soulmate had finally come into his line of vision, he had managed to properly hide his distress and his pain as he moved to embrace and kiss him as usual.

"Liebe, it is nice to see you again. I have a bit of a surprise for you but I need you to clear your veekend for me." He gave his lover a small smile before pressing a gentle kiss to his head. " I know that you've asked me about my parents and vhere it is that I come from. I've decided to take you to Germany so you can see and experience it for yourself. Vould you like that?" Since he couldn't bear to answer his questions, to sate his curiosity on his own, this was the absolute best that he could do for him. Hopefully it would be enough for him to understand why he could not speak of them to this day without feeling that stinging and nearly unbearable pain inside of his heart.

Hopefully.
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